I haven't been around in awhile. Thought I would pop in and give a recap. I didn't have to go to the original court hearing as our lawyers were able to work out an agreement during the last minute. I am still miserable, but am trying to get another job so that I can at least try to support myself. Was thinking of getting a pet (preferably a kitten) to keep me company. I still talk to the wife every few days, but still get into arguments frequently. The EA is still going on even though she still says it's only a friendship. My family is a little supportive, but my friends don't really understand what I'm going through. I think I really do need some type of mental counseling to get through this as I just can't seem to get my mind out of the gutter. Today would be day 109 since the separation and I still cry daily. Just hurts thinking about how my life partner doesn't want me anymore and had to file so soon.
