Atta girl! Whoo hoo! Now you're cookin'. LOL!

It is sad that you are not with the family, but you did the best you could by reaching out.

IB, I've told you more than once that I think you are way too hard on yourself. You are still very early into this and grieving has its own timetable.

I keep telling you this because I did the same thing for a long time and I dont want to see you do it, too. I got so many 2 x 4's early on that I went to the doctor to check for a concussion. LOL!

Really, though, you are doing wonderfully. Take each day as it comes.

You will see that slowly you learn a new way of living your life.

Hang in there!