Yes he does Kerry. It's the morning job. He could only keep that and we woudl be OK. Not able to spend as we are, but fine. But I am sure, when the word gets out, he will get some offers. He is one of the best in his field. H quit (and lets see if he will leave finally) as a reaction to mandatory cuts. The whole team quit, so he isnt doing for us. I think it suits him well but I dont believe he would make that decision anyway. He says he would have. We have been distant this last week. Both of us preoccupied with our own worries. I sent him a message today telling that these are the times we should be able to feel closer to each other, not the opposite...
Last night I didnt sleep. I kept thinking I would get a call from downstairs that my dad died. I was trying to listen to my mom crying... It didnt happen. I tossed and turned and my heart felt as if someone was squeezing it all night. Funny feeling and I know he is not in THAT stage yet, he could still turn it around, but he has quit fighting.
I was trying to think of A SINGLE complaint I have from my dad. Even when we fought, they were all clean, fair fights. He has been an excellent father, a sweet dad, a strong role model, a good husband, friend, a warm, loving, funny grandad... I cant imagine my life without him. He has been my strength for so long... K
