New to this Community seeking advice

[MichelleLT]

Hmmm, interesting that she wasn't excited about the D lol.

I am glad you are at peace.

It is very emotionally exhausting. That's why it's so important to take care of yourself, to eat well, exercise, get enough sleep and make time for fun stuff to help recharge your batteries.

Who knows what the exchange will bring. We can all speculate, but it's a waste of energy to try and predict and mind-read. The important thing is just to communicate where you are to her. Being tired of being stuck in limbo is very natural.