A new beginning to an end

[soleil]

Didn't know about St. John's wart. Going to have to investigate.

Whatis...the reluctance is I am not big into taking lots of meds. But I really think I may look into this because alas, the cloud doesn't go away. It's annoying! LOL. And you are right. Lots of people think D is like catching a cold or something that will just go away in no time. Eh. Doesn't work that way.

Stbx deleted most (about 60) of the people on his FB and changed his pic. Still can't see what's on his page cause it's private but the "Suzie" girl is still on there... I wonder if he did this because of what happened last week. I never wrote him back, btw. Do you think he will ever feel sad or sorry for breaking my heart? Do you think he regrets his D decision? Or will?

So the lab partner from my other class wants to study together for the exam later this week. He said we could study at his place. Idk... Should I go?

Guys, I have been asked out by a couples of guys since announcing my D but said no to every one of them.

I'm not there yet but am looking forward to the day I will be...