CW - it's starting to be so tempting to just walk away from it all and leave H to deal with business...or what's left of it. That would be such a mental relief for me....so tempting. It may come to that, but not yet...have to continue for now.
GAG - Yes the business situation is extremely difficult.....it really seems that because of the stress of it, out personal relationship...or what ever is left of that...is much more strained then before. I don't DB....I can't in business....I can't be walking on egg shells around him and just say things that don't upset him and validate all the stupidities he says or does these days....
But you are right I can control my emotions....I should be doing a better job on that in front of H. Thanks for saying that, I needed the reminder.
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