You maybe right but at the moment I have nothing to base that on, there are no real tell tale signs.
The reason she does not once to work on it is she is scared that I slip back into my old ways, well that's what she has told me, and I understand that.
I can only continue the way I'm going and hope that it's for the best for my family and not only me?
But if there was somebody else why be naked near me?, why the interest in me, why is she still here??
I sensed a real connection on Saturday, I even thought there was a point were she was going to touch me, maybe she was close, hence the sudden withdrawl, i'm not sure I just need to look after me.
