WTF!? Ok as if those two emails weren't weird enough. I wake up at 6 am to find he emailed me at 5:40 am. Here's what it said.

"Alone, scared. More drugs, that will do it, right? We'll see.

Fell asleep on the couch; now mostly naked in bed. An improvement of sorts.

Ping you later. "

I emailed him immediately to at least let him know I was awake and he could call. I will send out my other response in a few minutes. It sounds like he needs to hear from me.

"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"

M18
Me39,H42
D16
Bomb 1/10
Moved out 3/10
OW 6/10
H wants to R,OW gone 11/10
H moves back 5/11
H wants to wear rings again 9/11