Well the bottom fell out of things today.

Sometime after we split H started training in an alternative career. It's taken a long time to get it off the ground. This morning when I emailed to ask what the arrangements were for D this week H skyped back. He said he was reassessing his career choice and we skyped a few messages back and forth. I sensed he was tense so got off there quickly.

He rang me this afternoon after something he believes he left here. I said he took it when he left and it went down hill from there. As I look back, I realise he was looking for a disagreement. I tried to keep it on track but I'm only human! Bottom line is he hung up on me. Can't even say what it was all about...a big, jumbled mess is all. Anyway, I think it was his way of bailing out of the situation cos once again he's let himself get too close. So NC is on whether I like it or not!!

I did say that something would happen in the next weeks to give me an answer of how I should be responding to him.

Guess I won't put another steak on for dinner tomorrow night!!