You are right freespirit, just it's easier said than done when you love someone so much, even though you know they are cr*apping all over you. You cling on to that tiny hope,
Emotions go all over the place, she's being incredibly nice to me at the moment, hugging and holding, even kissing, it makes me feel like there is hope even without dropping the rope. That's what my heart says but my head says it's just part of the game to her.
Then she asks for pity from me now, how lonely she feels, and how scared she is of failing at college. No acknowledgement of the fact of how she has broken my heart, it's like she doesn't give a damn. How can someone's personality change like that from a loving caring person?
