My wifes adopted mother died last weekend. She lost her birth mother at 17. I'm just kind of in limbo right now. She doesn't want me there, but I want to be by her side thru this. Guess i'll just have to be here when she needs me. I love her completely. It kills me to see her like this. Whether I'm Home or away. I miss my family every day. I miss her feeling able to trust me. She doesn't think she can. Just have to keep my head up and be there whenever she needs me. Just saying it is easy. It's the doing thats hard.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
