Exam and class yesterday. Then I saw IC which was nice. She says I've been through a "trauma." That it isn't a win/lose situation, that she thinks stbx is prob depressed more than he lets on, etc. That he prob didn't have the same attachment I do (well, duh, if he's the one who filed D). She also recommended I see someone about anti-depressants if need be. I want this pain to go away. Must get back to the old me.
J did text me back that day with "Suzie's" name and saying "Who is that? I don't understand !"
I never replied and deleted it. I wish so badly I could erase him and the last seven years from my head. Like if it had never happened. Like if I had one of those remote control things that they used in Men in Black, the mind eraser-things.
I hope the next month goes by fast so we can get to our court date and just get this over with. Did my cycling class this morning. 14 miles in 40 minutes. Going to study today for an upcoming exam.
