Interactions between X and myself are becoming more and more relaxed. I dare say there is none of the tension that existed between us for about three years following separation. Conversations are so comfortable and like years ago that I shocked myself the other day when I almost said, "I love you" as we ended a phone conversation. Wierd.
Im happier now than I have been in years. I'm out of an apartment and just beginning to make this place mine. I hav a home now, not just a place where I live. Finances will be tight, tighter than they have ever been but that challenge doesn't reduce my newfound peace of mind.
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.