You seem to be working very hard at NOT telling us your story. Not that anyone here wants to rush you. This is painful, we know, but, you can't possibly think anything you say is going to be something no one here has ever heard? It cripples our ability to support you when we are in the dark as to exactly what has happened in your life. It is not idle curiosity, it's concern.
Make it long, make it short, but get it out there. Be as colorful or as subdued as you are comfortable with. We are all here for you, either way.
