So today was the realization that there is nothing i can do. My son phoned home from the bathroom at the amusement park and Grandma answered. No big deal right? well, grandma talked to him and told him to have fun. the minute she hung up the phone she went nuts, she was yelling and screaming she was pretty much where i have been for the last 6 month. She was saying she never wants to see her daughter again, she was done with her. How could she ruin her life and put her children through this not once but twice for 2 of them. She went on for quite some time. she talked to her mom and her sister. my wifes entire family is against her. She has one cousin who did the same thing to her husband that still talks to her. This cousin has now gone back to her husband. My wife has no one.
this reality hit me, and I didnt feel anything. I told my mother in-law that she needs to let it go. I told her that our family would be okay no matter what. I think seeing her go through the emotions that i have been feeling for so long pushed me to realize i am numb to this.
My wife has decided to live with him, she has planned outings with only 2 kids at a time with OM and is breaking him in slowly to the whole kid thing. She has no desire of raising her children anymore. She wants to be a part time mom. She wants to only do fun things with them. She spends money on her and fun activities with the kids. She isnt paying her support, she is selfish. I deserve better than all of this. I think it is time to walk away, raise my kids and enjoy them and the family i have around me. I will have the lawyer file the papers and get out of this marriage. I have enough evidince to prove the affair, which i will need to do as in Ontario it must be proven on you have to wait a year.
Is it normal to feel nothing? If anyone has any words of wisdom, please share. it seems no one is saying anything on here. well thanks for reading.
