About the bumps... Yeah... To be expected... But I will try to keep my chin up and move forward. Tomorrow is H's neices baptism, and his entire extended will be there. Should be interesting... Not sure what other may think when they see me, H and baby together. Frankly don't care... But still curious.
Also, want to add that there are times when I say to H maybe we should just forget us, etc and he argues back that he's never leaving, and we are going to make us work. No matter what. Funny to see him believing in us again... And picking me up when I'm scared or down.