happy is not allowing myself to be affected by this sitch the way it has. i understand that it's a feeling. and i'm responsible for how i feel. no one made me feel this way.
but more on this later.
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NASCAR..
That makes me happy.
i thought you didn't like sports? i don't get NASCAR. you drive around the oval over and over and over and over and over and .. well, you get the picture.
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The ball is in your court.
What will you do with the ball?
you hit it back like tennis. now that's a sport. but the ball goes back and forth .. back and forth .. back and forth .. well, you get the picture.
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I suspect.. I should give you the "48 hrs". That is the DB thing to do.
So..
Where do we go from here?
What is your goal?
i'm using the entire 48 hrs before i answer this. i've been thinking and over-thinking this.
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I am so looking forward to this!!!!
Don't let me down!
don't put pressure on me!
i need to journal a bit ..
what a long day. i had to make it down to the DMV before noon today. then i went to see the progress of my home. it's a giant hole right now. i went grocery shopping and the wine store. when i got to the grocery store, i got out of the car and i thought i got a glimpse of h leaving the grocery store. i don't think he saw me because i only saw the back of his head. at first, i wasn't even sure if it was him. i got home and a few minutes later, h pulled in. i got my groceries and wine .. and walked to the door to take the stairs to my apartment. it's odd .. my heart didn't race. the wine was for the mushroom risotto i made tonight. i haven't made risotto in a while. it was quite good. tomorrow night will be salmon on spinach salad. i stopped eating salads the last few months because i was on a weight gaining mission. i still am but there is something about simple food.
sunday also means weight training class. i'm looking forward to this class.
