IB

Believe me, you're not the only one struggling with detachment. I have my good days/weeks and bad days/weeks. Sometimes I feel I've reached at least a greater level of acceptance and then I'll seem to backtrack. I know that I still maintain a deep-seated expectation that things will work out. I'm trying to tackle that because I know logistically, there are no guarantees. By maintaining that as an EXPECTATION, I may be setting myself up for future pain and preventing my own growth. By keeping that as a HOPE but planning for a solo future, I should be OK either way. But that is SO much easier said that done.


"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"

M18
Me39,H42
D16
Bomb 1/10
Moved out 3/10
OW 6/10
H wants to R,OW gone 11/10
H moves back 5/11
H wants to wear rings again 9/11