Still Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

It's my birthday today. Another year lived, another year gone by where nothing in my M has happened. I did get the standard red roses and spa card. I appreciate it and look forward to having that massage. I know he thinks he is being romantic, and for him it is. But, there is no excitement for me, no spontaneity or surprises, and still no intimacy on an emotional or physical level.

Still, it's a good day to be alive. I am blessed considering that there was a possibility that I may not have made it, as my roommate at the cancer Lodge did not. I still think about her and wish she could've been cured or had more time, but it was her time to go. I try to enjoy each day as a precious gift.

I will be off to see my new grandchild next week for two weeks. He was born a couple of weeks ago. I wish my daughter lived closer, so I could be of more help to her. It's not easy having 3 kids under the age of three.

Take care, y'all.