I had a hard time with the idea that I could have spent over half of my life with someone, actually lived with H longer then my own parents!...and yet it seemed he wanted nothing to do with me...how does that happen...was I so aweful?
All the answers are...it really has nothing to do with you...yes you made mistakes, everyone does...to err is human, remember? But no one ever deserves to be abandoned or cheated on!
It isn't you...it REALLY isn't you...but now, to keep yourself sane, is a good time to work on you!
