She took the 4 kids to harvest fest, then we passed eachother without a word. Well not from me anyway. I just grabbed my oldest and headed off to a bday party for her friend. Left W dealing with the other 3 kids... She was stressing and called me a dumb something or other. I just tried to seem content and left. Returned home, she was to spend the night at her girlfriends, I doubtbit but I can't be paranoid... Besides it doesn't matter I can't do anything but stress. So I walk in she walks out said something and off she went... Didn't appear angry just in a rush... Giving me a dose of my own medicine I suppose... I said nothing. This just doesn't feel right... I almost feel like I'm being rude; however, the alternative of being kind didn't get me anywhere either... 2-3 days and nothing changed. If I have to continue at this rate I'll be exhausted to death mentally. Why is she so ok with not talking? I guess she just doesn't give a crap about me. Seems clear! She's moved on and likely not to return based on her attitude. She's probably glad I'm not speaking. FRUSTRATED but still silent.
