You're doing what you gotta do to get through those rough days. Good for you for calling a friend. "when you're going through hell, keep going". That's what you're doing, so keep it up. It's really all you reasonably can do...so keep on. I know those times that you described are hard...many of us here know firsthand what you're feeling. I'm confident that things will get better, in time... the hurtful emotions being experienced.


"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.