My first marriage was pretty odd. I had just recovered from melanoma (at age 28) and was really worried about dying. Married my girlfriend for all the wrong reasons, and things fell apart pretty quickly. We were only married 3 years. We didn't know each other very well, married after dating 5 months. I think it's different when you have a long history with a person. So don't draw too many conclusions from that.
Keep your chin up! And find something fun to do this weekend.
