Ok so I leave work early go home shower dress and head out, she doesn't ask anything or say anything really. I went out and had breakfast alone, sad. But I did ok. On the way to the restaraunt, wife texted me telling me I could just take the four kids to their first Sunday School this Sunday. She said since she will have had the kids the majority of the next two days. Not so, but I didn't argue, just said, "yea that's ok, I was actually going to tell you I wanted to just take them alone." I get there and a group of bikers from varying Chapters begins to meet up there. They were all Christian biker groups. I thought God was giving me a sign that he was with me. They did pray in the parking lot before leaving, I thought about asking for them to pray for us, but thought it seemed selfish. Just thought that was weird. I guess I'm just rambling. Anyway seems like my lack of contact is just what she wanted, she seems ok mostly. It sucks! But I have not slipped yet I don't think, we wouldn't talk at all if not for our babies. Trying to focus on me, but dang it's a tough task. Trying to stay busy. I swear the lady hates me!
