tired of this

[A_goodman]

You know, sometimes, one has to relax. I'm on the porch with a cold beer and a fine cigar and for the life of me, I can't really understand why I've been twisting myself up trying to figure out what my feelings are.

Sure it's important to look at yourself and try and grasp the world and it's grand implications. But right now, I could care less about anything but experiencing everything this one moment in time has to offer me. It's funny, I almost went to bed, but decided to unwind a little. Now I'm sorry for all those around me who are tucked safely in their houses. Sometimes we don't even recognize the profound joy of existing. This is a wonderful night and almost went un-lived right outside my own door.

I hope to be more aware of the oportunities for simple joy that goes unnoticed all around me. I hope the same for you my friends.

And no. I'm not drunk. Just happy for a little peace. God will take care of me. I just have to learn to let him do the worrying and listen when he tells
me to rest. Not easy, but I'm working on it.

Cheers,

-AG