I really just want to disappear from "the situation". Disappear from his life. Erase him from mine. Whatever the right way to say it is.

I guess I should go NO CONTACT for a month like I originally said, and shut up about it. smile I'm a bit stressed, as evidenced by my posts.

Thank you


M--14 years
T--20 years, HS sweethearts
dday #1--2002 EA
dday #2--2005 bar sl*t
dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what
Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years