I really just want to disappear from "the situation". Disappear from his life. Erase him from mine. Whatever the right way to say it is.
I guess I should go NO CONTACT for a month like I originally said, and shut up about it. I'm a bit stressed, as evidenced by my posts.
Thank you
M--14 years T--20 years, HS sweethearts dday #1--2002 EA dday #2--2005 bar sl*t dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years