I don't want to check his phone. If he's cheating it's already over.
The day he changed his # he told the phone carrier what happened right in front of me and the company erased every msg and picture off his phone from that site. He showed it to me. I wish I had my time back I would have found the website myself and tried to erase the profile. It's still there somewhere. I hope someone I know doesn't see it.
I would be happy to try a MC. He won't initiate it as he thinks he did nothing wrong. I can't bring myself to set up an appt. and tell him about it. It could be my pride. I would like to see this initiation from him and not just something I think he/we should do. This is why I think he's having sex. He has been to hookers in the past before he was married. I didn't find out until after we were married. He used to be very honest with me. I want that back first. No matter how much it hurts me I want to know the truth first before I ever start to R.
