In the space of 15 minutes, you go from "end our M .... build a new life .... not vulnerable to her impulsive nature" to "the story about what happened after our wedding reception" and "W and I are going out tonight"
It wasn't 15 minutes. I wrote those two posts one right after the other. Just the timing of hitting the "Submit" button was 15 mintues apart. I was simultaneously feeling all of what I said, not flip flopping.