F - I understand your feelings completely. You are in a good place. Ofcourse you are going to jump at the chance to relive a moment with the woman you love. It's not flipflopping. You're on an emotional rollercoaster. Do you "play" strong and not go with her or do you seize the opportunity to spend time with the women you love? No Expectations. No pressure. No brainer to me. this is not making what she did ok. It's just spending time with the woman you STILL love.
