2 years later it's still not getting easier

[LucasE]

Thanks, I was sure in a state that day. I've calmed down a bit since. One day at a time, I suppose. Sometimes when I freak out, I try to remember that nothing has changed for her. I can go through all of the peaks and valleys and she is still disconnected. Sometimes that helps.


My therapist, (thanks, ex, never thought I need one of those) asked me yesterday what I was waiting for. I didn't say frontal lobotomy, or serious car accident, or life threatening illness but I was thinking all of those things. Surely there has to be something that would bring her back. Guess I better keep going to therapy, right?

Good days to you and I'll check in later. Oh, I know an actress as well. She's married and I swear she comes on to me. I hate that. What a world.

Thanks again,