Does this seem to fit? When you weren't geting the attention you wanted from your husband, you became desperate and sought attention online. You are not getting the attention you want from your husband now and in desperation you are crying in church in front of him and your friends.
You are doing "More of the Same." You are acting out in desperation. You are not learning and growing from your experience.
this is a excellent point. Try to put yourself in your H shoes. He's probably thinking if those people knew what went on would they be fawning all over her? It's kind of another slap in his face - disrespect. You have every right to go to and attend church when and where you want but you have to develop your sense of compassion and empathy in a healthy way.
What would be a good 180 here?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
