Stitching together a new quilt

[FindingMyVoice]

Thanks Pinhead, so I shouldn't worry to much about this infatuation? I'd been attracted to this guy for years. Seriously, probably 10 years now. And after I started doing all this work it began to ease a bit, so I just figured it was a symptom of how badly my H and I had been disconnected. But it's come back in the last month or so, so it freaked me out. I trust myself enough to know that I wouldn't go out and have an A, especially after seeing my H trying to make changes. But having those feelings for this guy again really had me rattled. This guy is part of a group of acquaintances/friends my H and I know, so i was scared to go out where he'd be; but scared to NOT go at the same time because my work keeps me kind of isolated. My time with friends really helps keep me balanced.