Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

How many times have we heard this before?

Stop making the same mistakes!

You are totally right, your fear is eating you up.

Are you afraid to lose her?
Letting her go is the ONLY way to conquer this fear.

Come on mza8, you have been given so many opportunities to show her you're different now.

Sorry for the 2x4s, I'm just trying to help you.

I know, I know, I know. I keep making the same mistakes. It's so hard not to want to try and to just let go. Deep down I know that letting go is my only hope. Boy that's so very hard to do. I know I've been here a long time and I should be better with this.

I never mind the 2x4s. I deserve them. It's great that so many continue to stick with me even after my mistakes.