I don't plan on avoiding STBXW forever, but I don't particularly want to see her right now.

And there is nothing wrong with that, IMO. If you don't have to see her, then don't.

I really hope a lot of those feelings lessen when the process is over.

I think once the D is over, you wil feel better. It's the waiting for it to come to an end that can be so annoying. A "limbo" of sorts.

Glad to hear your daughter is doing better smile


Me: 29
Got a ticket to the D concert