I don't think that is melty man...that is natural fear and lack of trust. I know the feelng...I'm still waiting for enough trust not to have those thoughts in the back of my mind...
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11