Looking for help with WAW

[gr8 day 2B alive]

It's tough for me to just give up and not fight for the M

Your focus is still on saving your M. Lose that trend of thought.

I think she only had her nice moments when she wanted something or she was going to drop another bomb on me.

How do you think she would act if she was having second thoughts?
If you think the only reason she's being nice is to get something then you won't be able to tell if she's being nice b/c she's having second thoughts.
Keep an opened mind.

I can let my L handle the D and I would still want to try with her. She asked me why I wanted her back. I said a bunch of reasons and finished with because I love her

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This statement here shows you not ready to move on w/o her.
She knows you still waiting for her. Show(Lead) her to believe you deserve more from a R.

Everytime I feel like I am starting to chip away at her wall she backs way off. Makes me wonder if some of her family and friends influence her.

You have been here long anough to know that there will be back steps from a WAW.
So doesn't feel your changes are lasting. Turn your anger in leading.

Use a confident tone in your voice when you talk about L and D stuff.

Take this opportunity to lead her throught he D. It may be your last choice to show her.