Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

And you know what is hurting me so much, too? That when DS was born, right up until H left, he pitched a fit whenever I wanted to leave DS with him to go to the market, or to run and get gas in the car. H would flat out refuse to keep DS and convince DS that he wanted to go with me. But now? For his whore he's willing to stay home for a month and be Mr. Mom. He says he didn't change because of her, but he has. He does things for her that he never even considered doing for me, like the dishes. Taking care of a baby.

I know it's selfish but I want H to get so wrapped up in his new "family" that he forgets his real family, me and DS. That he leaves DS and I alone because it is hell for me to have him there, but not there, if that makes sense. He already replaced me, his wife, now he'll have a new son so that one can replace DS. He can keep sending the support but get the hell out of my and DS's life! It hurts too much to have you in it.