Thanks, Blue!!! Yeah... I got caught up yesterday and spent the day with my friend yesterday rather than reading RR. Of course, that was good too - GAL. lol
I promise before I do ANY more mental gymnastics I will read RR and keep my mind/mouth shut! :-)
Got it - on the "thanks" biz. My email thanks was a "subtle" one, not a huge deal. I mentioned it "in passing' in an email regarding several other things with the boys.
I guess the hard part, mentally, is that I REALLY am happy with myself right now and I WANT to be happy in my R too. I'm just ready to have the life I want, including M, but I guess I just have to settle for being happy with me...and that's OK too.