Thanks guys. I am already feeling better. I tend to bounce back a lot faster these days. I do think it was the idea of feeling replaced, I mean other than her standing there it was the next most concrete way of saying, Look, here's my name, here's my stuff, in the middle of his house, where your kids live half the time.
I think I am a lot better at dealing than I used to be. I still want to be able to come here and vent sometimes. Because, I don't want to say anything to Dan when I feel like that, of course. That needed to stop long ago. And I can't talk to my friends or family about it, I am just done with that. So, you guys are the last place other than my IC where I can just let things out...thanks for listening.
Back at home now, Nathan is resting on the couch playing a computer game. In 10 minutes we are both going to go rest for 45 minutes before we pick up Sydney from preschool.