Another thought...a few weeks ago, or so, I was chatting to a "friend" online, and said something to the effect of "If I had a therapist, I wouldn't need to talk to all these strangers online". I did try to stop what I was doing a few times in the past year since I've been up to no good, but I was afraid to tell my husband and ask for his help, because I didn't want to hurt him or lose him. I always ended up falling back into the same trap though.
