No kids. I guess what I'm not telling you is that recently there was one man in particular that got a lot of my attention. I have said the L word to him, although we never talked about meeting. I think we were both comfortable with the level of our so called relationship. He didn't want to be a home wrecker, and I didn't want to wreck my home. I chatted about him with other "friends" that I had made online. Told other people that I loved him. Said in other conversations online to "friends", that I know my husband read, that I wish I could marry "so-and-so" but that means I would need to get a divorce first. It as all my secret little fantasy world. I never wanted to make it my reality. I just liked the attention and excitement it brought.
My husband and I have always been pretty compatible. We rarely fought. I definitely had my frustrations. I felt like we weren't physical often enough. I started assuming he wasn't attracted to me.
