^ Yep. All of the #s have been deleted. I think it's in my best interest. And it does not matter who she is or if he's dating someone.

I just spoke to a relative who advised me had I been going to church, etc. that maybe God would have changed stbx's heart and I wouldn't be going through a D. I do believe and I do pray though I don't consider myself very religious. That comment was like pouring salt in the wound.

I have another exam tomorrow and need to get in the mindset to study for it.