Also wanted to add, as it is becoming more and more obvious to me they are never coming home, it is starting to hit me that the boys aren't there when I come home from work anymore.
The fact that there is nothing I can do for my family right now to bring everyone home is just depressing.
The fact that I love this woman and she is indifferent to me is hard to understand.
Last edited by Lostinlife; 09/23/1003:18 PM.
M-38 W-37 T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999) S-5 S-2 Wife left 7/4/2010
"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?" — Henry Rollins
