tired of this

[A_goodman]

Sorry to hear u r struggling AG. You are my buddy and I feel bad for you. You have been doing so well. Writing from my blackberry at 3am in Belgium, so have to be short. I believe WAW IS heroic for finally expresssing herself, but cowardly for doing so in this manner rather than facing the problems and trying to make life better with us. We WANT to please them, but didn't understand how. Now that they have finally spoken-up, they r running away. Very sad!

Stop analyzing so much. It won't matter or help anyway. Believe me, I KNOW because I have done way too much of the same! They have to figure this out themselves.

I cried like a baby ahain last night and am ashamed of my behavior yet again.

Hang tough man, cause I know u are!!!!

By the way, I smoked am actual CUBAN Cohiba tonight and thought of u.

More later!

Dan-o,

Up at 3AM? That's a good sign. I hope you are having a blast.

Thanks for chiming in man. I can't believe you would take the time out to worry about me. I know you are my paisan.

As far as the analysing, most of it was self-directed. Starting to really wonder if I might really be better off W/O her. It's got me a little spooked. Maybe it's a sign of true detachment, but maybe it's a sign of wanting out myself. just haven't figured it out yet. If it's the latter, It's bad timing tosay the least. I'm willing to do the work to get it back, but she's already out there. it'll be like tieng a kite to another kite. Somebody's got to hold the string...

String... Rope? Maybe there's something to this. Maybe this is the feeling of REALLY letting go. Gotta think about that.

How was the Cohiba? What kind of sandwiches do they serve?

Answer me when you get back bro.