THURSDAY! My last day at work for the week. It's been a fairly unremarkable week. Felt great except for a rotten summer cold. I went to bed at 7:30 stuffed with cold medicine and drifted right off.
No word or smoke signal from H. Not surprising. I am getting these hang up calls, though. I answer, someone breathes a moment, and then hangs up. Sounds like they are calling from a grocery store. It's not that 'telemarketer' sound. My called ID just says Private Call, no number. I flatter myself. Maybe he just needs to hear my soft and sexy voice. HAH.
Maybe I'll have the nads to get on Facebook tonight with my alias. Anything is possible.
Well, let's see. Tomorrow afternoon I'm going to the Open House at the new medical facilities of my former employers, to be followed by a retirement kegger for my former boss. Saturday, I'm cleaning/rearranging the garage in preparation for my Halloween party ( can't get started too soon) I bought a lot of cool decorations last year after Halloween really cheap, like Wall Coverings, party ware, etc. Got to make out those invitations to my grandkids.
Other than that, I have no plans. Just try to keep busy.
Next weekend is the start of the Fall Arts & Crafts Festivals, and that will keep me busy hopping around the state for at least 2 weeks.
I feel somewhat ambivalant about my R situation. I do much better not having contact with him, and know that if we D, I don't have to see him at all. Still sad about the death of our M. Have no desire to 'get back out there'. Just want to be financially sound and healthy.
Sorry, didn't make it. Kept busy up til 10 P.M. and then went to sleep, Alias is Becca Wells.
Just got up and it is raining hard. I know we need the rain, but it screws me mowing today. Well, I can still work on clearing out the garage. At least it will move us one step closer to having a pretty fall with the leaves. I have a beautiful view of the mountains from my back porch, so when the leaves change, it can be breath taking.
Made out all my grandkids spooky Halloween invites last night, along with singing B'day cards for my twin SS's. I drug out all the stuff I had bought last year and one is a 48" high x 38 foot graveyard scene that sticks to the walls, a big witch pinata; 50 black bat balloons to fill with helium. Gonna be a blast.
Have a great weekend everyone! I'm planning on doing my best!
Punkin - I also find that less contact I have with H the less stress I'm under. It's the financial concerns that are on my mind more than what H is doing with OW...that I don't even care about anymore, accept where is affects business. Dating? Well it's been a year since the bomb and my heart still hurts...I'm not a good dating prospect for anyone yet.
Talked to a divorced friend of mine....told her that I'm worried if I would be ever able to love again like I did H (still do). She said that she felt like that for a long time....There was so much pain in her heart but eventually it healed and there was just emptiness left and that emptiness made room for new feelings for someone else.
Have a great weekend
Last edited by Mila; 09/24/1006:21 PM.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap. I had such a great day yesterday. I thought I dreamed this, but I didn't. I texted my H that I miss him. At midnight. Really thought I dreamed the whole thing. Was laughing at myself this morning when I came to the computer ( minues the hangover)
