Sorry to hear u r struggling AG. You are my buddy and I feel bad for you. You have been doing so well. Writing from my blackberry at 3am in Belgium, so have to be short. I believe WAW IS heroic for finally expresssing herself, but cowardly for doing so in this manner rather than facing the problems and trying to make life better with us. We WANT to please them, but didn't understand how. Now that they have finally spoken-up, they r running away. Very sad!

Stop analyzing so much. It won't matter or help anyway. Believe me, I KNOW because I have done way too much of the same! They have to figure this out themselves.

I cried like a baby ahain last night and am ashamed of my behavior yet again.

Hang tough man, cause I know u are!!!!

By the way, I smoked am actual CUBAN Cohiba tonight and thought of u.

More later!