Went to the W's house at 6, she opened the door and said " this is unexpected" I said Dinner? remember? she said thats tomorrow night, I said no I leave tomorrow morning. She had the most confused look on her face. She then said I just made lasagna come in. So I ate, its was good, spent a the rest of the time with the kids. W and I didnt interact much, she asked me to look at her dishwasher, which i did told her whats wrong with it and to call her landlord. I walked the kids to the park and pushed them on the swings.
Took them back to W's house, said I have to go pack, told the W I will call the kids periodically from CA, she asked when I get back, told her midnight on Sunday, she actually asked if it was midnight Texas time? what the f*cks the difference? LOL!!! but i just said yes.
36 hours ago she was asking me to come over for dinner, 24 hours ago she was texting me about what to make and that I better not flake. As I have posted many times, her memory lately is terrrible. I was upbeat with the kids, looked good, and while I was there a few of her female neighbors stopped by, and I have to say were "checking me out" I can only imagine what the W has told them about me, I am sure its been all good things! Yes I still make myself laugh. I did kind of feel like a moron, but she is the one who cant remember what day it is, so I took the time to see the kids. She seemed very blah, not happy not sad just really no life in her eyes. But I am going to enjoy my trip. I will bring my laptop to journal.
