H sent me 3 more messages asking for a reply. In the second one he said he's taking it that I won't answer and he probably wouldn't believe me (???) even if I did and that he's going to file uncontested. The third went like this: "can you at least tell me why you don't care at all? not that I'll believe it i guess, but i guess my suspicions were right."
So this is what I wrote back: I really do love you, but you know what, I'm tired of your crap behavior. This isn't really how I want to spend the rest of my life. I don't want to walk on eggshells and hope you will be in a good mood and won't feel like throwing hurtful remarks and putting me down just because you're in a bad mood. I'm not going to take the blame for your problems with yourself. I admit that I have my faults but I tried to be the best girlfriend, fiance and wife I could. And now you choose to throw it away without even telling me why or where this is coming from.
Accept that there is only one thing you can change in life and that is you
