Tonight is meet the teachers at the school and BBQ for the kids. In the last 2 months I have but seen my W only when dropping off the kids and there is not a work or a glance by either of us. We will have to sit and talk to the new teachers for more than a second let me tell you. To make matters worse we will have to sit with the kids as they have their hotdogs and I would imagine they will be playing on the playground for a while after. I can feel my heart coming out of my chest already and I still have a few hours before the meeting. There are three meeting with the teachers all year and this is by far the most painful and emotional time for me second to none. I just keep telling myself it is for my D’s. My youngest started kindergarten and she is so excited to show dad her new class and teacher.