Beyond Depression..but still a losing battle?

[Lucky11too]

I think that's totally true. It's not fair or reasonable but it's how he thinks. I haven't heard at all from H this week. Honestly, the quietness has been kind of nice for once. S got me sick too, so I've been feeling pretty horrible the last few days, so the last thing I need is any drama from H right now. H's mom was telling me as I picked up S yesterday, that H was asking about me, like what i was wearing and stuff. Lol, I think he thinks I'm moving on and maybe starting to "dress to impress". Lol. Right now, I'm lucky just to get out of bed in the morning with this awful sickness pulling me down, but he doesn't have to know that. ;-) Like you said, I'm not pining for him and he doesn't like that one bit! (but really, does he honestly think that making digs at me will do the opposite effect and bring me back? Silly boy!) S is starting to feel better so now it's just time to get me better!